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I’m out of apologies for this blog. I’m out of excuses and I’m out of reasons to use in me abandoning this blog.

And I’m definitely out of excuses to make for myself for my utterly disappointing achievements this semester.

And instead of people telling me “Come on Syaza, you can do it!” or “You’re a strong person, don’t give up!”,

Can I just please have someoneanyone, telling me that it’s okay for me to not do well?

Can I just have someone tell me that it’s okay if I fail something for once in my life?

Can I just please please please have someone to let me know that even if I screw up this one semester, it doesn’t mean that I’m screwing up my whole entire future?



Sometimes… I’m just tired of living up to people’s expectations of seeing me succeed and achieve great things every single time.

Sometimes, I just want to be normal and make mistakes and screw up and fail miserably.


Can I do that? Would it hurt me?

November 12, 2015
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  • Reply Arifah

    It’s okay, Kak Syaza. It’s okay. *virtual hugs*
    Everything is in His hands.

    November 12, 2015 at 4:00 pm
  • Reply V

    It is okay for not to do well
    it is okay for failing many times
    it is okay to make mistakes
    it is okay to screw up your semesters
    it is okay because Iove you
    it is okay because there are people who loves you

    December 3, 2015 at 7:00 pm
  • Reply rudy

    thats why in finland,some parents said to their children whenever they failed,”dont worry my son, i know u more than the exams tell me”….

    December 13, 2015 at 12:23 pm
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